Sunday, June 27, 2010

What I Didn't Realize

-How free and feather-light I would feel.
-How sick to my stomach I would feel...NOT for my own feelings, but for others.
-How hurt everyone else would be.
-How easily my family would find out.
-How oblivious some people would be to it even occurring!
-How quickly I would want to move on.
-How wise my decision was to do this.
-How much I would want to take risks as soon as it was over & how strong the desire to do new things would be.
-How hard my family would be on me.
-How MUCH my loved ones would support me, despite their confusion.
-How awkward it would be for us....
-How much I missed being childish & young.
-How much I HATED being so grown up and boring.
-How much I missed laughing!
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How easy it would be to do it in the first place.
-How glad I am that I made the move and followed my gut.
-How much more time I have to spend with Jesus Christ & how the desire for him would only increase.
-How excited I now am for the future.
-How fearless I have become.

2 comments:

paigescrib. said...

so glad i was there to help you, or at least i hope i did.
i'm glad your living again and have fun.

just do me a favor and DO NOT forget how nathan helped you grow up and all that boy did for you.

Traci said...

Are you really surprised how your family reacted? Don't forget to ask yourself...what would Christ do? Can you feel good about what you say and do knowing that he knows and sees all!