Sometimes I wonder why I'm not still living here...actually, a lot of times I wonder. Yet, when I look at all the new pictures of these girls I used to know and love, I can't see the soul in their smiles. I can't find the glimmer of joy in their eyes. They stand looking feelingless and ice-cold in a pose that exudes sexuality, and I wonder where the innocent smiles went that they used to show off. It's nowhere to be seen now and there's a certain deadness to their auras.
Thank GOD I'm ALIVE! I feel so free with the wind blowing through my hair when I ride my four-wheeler across the Iowa countryside. There's so much spirit in my smile when my mom takes a picture of me hugging my boyfriend. I love dancing crazily with my family at 10 o'clock, screaming when my dog mauls me and licks my face, laughing way too loud when Lucas, Joey, or Nate tell a joke, and getting in trouble with Harker when my obnoxious laughter disrupts his class. All of the heads turn to stare at me and I don't mind! I'm a living, breathing human being and I'm truly in love with someone. What could be better than that?
I pray that these girls of my past will feel the same someday.
1 comment:
i told you!! i knew this day would come when you realized thattt<3
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