burnt toast.

THIS WEEKEND; Was amazing. I have no words to describe how much fun I had with the bestfriends this weekend...and how much I love them.(: We did some crazy things, but still left room for the sad and serious moments. I feel full, fulfilled...I will never find a single girl in the world that's as good as any of them; Brittany, Emily, Katlyn, Anita, Meryn, Brianna. And the little I've just said is far from enough. Each of them deserves a novel worth of description and praise. I LOVE YOU ALL! I couldn't ask for more.
So here's the summary...
On Friday, Emily and Brittany came to my house. We got hungry and my momma wasn't home, so we decided to grill a steak and bake potatoes. It was amazingly gooood. We pretended to be Aaron and Melissa....funny story. We had a serious conversation about purity. We sat on the roof and shouted the names of the boys we have strong and passionate feelings for. We took pictures. We swam...heh, also a funny story. We called some boys who we started out liking and ended up loving. In my case, it had an opposite affect. (:
We slept.
We woke up super duper early, we ate Chick FA Lay for breakfast? How do you spell it?!?!?!??
WE SHOPPED. Got some pretty awesome duds.
I took a nap and rejuvinated from a long night. When I woke up, Katlyn and Brittany were there...we basically just chilled and walked around the 'hood until the arrivals of the rest of the lovely ladies listed above. We talked in Katlyn's room for a while and I found out some pretty interesting facts about 'the boy'. When Bri told me that Tanner, in fact, told her that he likes me, my heart got all fluttery. But she also told me that he likes two other girls. The fluttery feeling went away as she told me that if I weren't moving, he would date me.
I smirked as I said, "I deserve way better than being one of three. Even if I was number one, it wouldn't mean shit to me. I don't want to be number three, number two, or even number one. I wanna be THE one." And like that, a flame turned into ashes.
We decided to go on a walk to Brianna's house...but it wound up being a walk around the entire neighborhood. We sang, arms linked the whole way, to my iPhone, and somehow wound up in my neighbor, Grace's driveway, crying, wishing that the night would never end...wishing that we could stay together always. We've been together since elementary school, all of us. And whether we'd considered ourselves friends or enemies, whether we were going through the best times or times that brought us down to an all time low we were always together. Now...it's gonna be me, alone against the world.
We decided after a few moments of sad silence that we would go dip our feet in my pool....we wound up stripping to the bare minimum and jumping all the way in. After a good soak, we slipped into warm PJ's and played with my brother's guitar, played the tambourines and danced to Anita's mad skills on the piano.
When we were all tired, we went up to the very top of my very wet (from Ike) roof and watched the stars. When our parents came out and saw us, they yelled for us to come down, and we went back inside to watch Sweeny Todd in my mom's bed(: Surprisingly, we all fit.
That didn't turn out so great, so we decided to watch Baby Mama...and then my mama came home and wanted to go to sleep, so we trudged, sleepily over to Katlyn's house and never wound up watching the movie. We just went to sleep.
The next morning was just kind of chill. We talked, drowsily until one by one, people started leaving. Even though we'd be seeing each other the next day, I felt kind of empty as I walked home, myself.
For the rest of the day, the fam went to Lowes to pick out sinks for the new house...none of them were great, so Paige, Jarrett, Landon, and I ran around hiding behind boxes and in little corners around the store...
then I started to feel sick.
So I took a nap when we got home and we never went to church, which devastated me immensely.
And THAT...is the summary of my weekend.
The weekend that I will remember for the rest of my life.