i love you.

I really really love you.
It makes me want to cry and laugh and sing and shout I love you so much.
Whenever I think of you, I think of us running and dancing in circles in the grass, listening to music...and then getting tired and falling to the ground in an exhausted, breathless heap.
I also think of us sitting in my completely dark room, 12:00 on a school night, crying softly as we watch the Notebook and eat chocolate.
Or walking through the woods, talking out every stress on our minds, never leaving out the dirty details because its a hard burden to bear. A hard burden for 13 year old girls. And we're bearing it despite all of this, despite how easy all our other friends have it, despite how much it kills and forces us to mature beyond our years.
I picture us singing along to a peaceful, happy song because we can both blow.(:

No one gets us. No one understands how only one person can meet my every need in a best friend, but you do just that. And I think that's what a best friend is all about. You just don't need anyone else, popularity doesn't matter, reputation is no issue.

I love writing about you, and talking about you, and talking to you, and hanging out with you, and I love loving you because I just do. I just love you, best friend.
I love your sweet and gentle spirit, and the way your rough past has made you so strong. I love your overhand serve, and I'm so jealous that you have it down. I love your sunny golden hair, and your ocean blue eyes. I love your style, and the way you think, and the way you can hold yourself together even when you're dying inside. I love how passionate you are about Christ Jesus, and how you won't let any boy or girl or anything get in the way of your relationship with Him. I love how you're different. I love how silly you are, I love the fact that no matter how many struggles our relationship suffers, we always endure. We always have each other.
I will love you forever, no matter what. I don't care what you do. I'll never stop caring about you.