this is what i want.

[yeahhh....this is the guy....tanner buxton.]


when i am older and have a daughter of my own....and she asks me, "mom, who was your first love?"
....i dont want to have to go back through all of the hearaches, lies, breakups, and boyfriends....i want to be able to point across the room and say, "he's right there."

[i love that quote]

im not saying that tanner is that guy...but it felt like that for a long minute, y'know?
well, now i know that he likes natalie.
and i dont hate him for it....im actually glad that he can move on and not feel as hearbroken as i did. i admire that about him. :] (well, he's a boy anyway. i have the maturity of like...a 16 year old, he has the maturity of...well...a 12 year old) and i dont want anyone to have to feel the kind of pain that i did.
plus, i can 100% understand why he likes her.
a. she's beautiful.
b. she seems nice.
c. she's popular.
d. she has a bubbly, preppy kind of personality. and that's always fun.

pssst....secret; from the last that i heard, she already has a boyfriend. and they are happy together.
so, sure, i encourage him to go on....all of the other girls will do the same as the last few that i've heard of.
1. taylor heaton....broke up with him because he wasn't spending enough time with her.
2. megan stokes....broke up with him because he didn't spend enough time with her.
3. joselin doak.....1st off, they just wanted to be friends instead....and i think it was because they didnt get to spend enough time together?
4. ME-same danggg deeeeeeall!

AND THEN....he'll come crying back to the girl who still cares. :]
guess who?
me. because i will always care.
he's the coolest guy i've ever met.