I remember when the feeling I got around a boy I had a little 'crush' on was as simple as butterflies; the mixture of a tickle and ache in your stomach that makes you instantly giddy. You say silly things and laugh too much...
I've NEVER felt my heart pound like this. I've NEVER had to concentrate on my breathing so hard to keep it functioning; each breath I take is like a gasp for air after I've been trapped underwater for far too long. When we're less than a centimeter away, so close that I could sink into your arms and rest my head on your chest, this is the exact sensation I get.
Nothing about you is normal, or this feeling. I'm not supposed to fall so easily for boys like you. But are there really any other boys like you out there?
I was so well guarded and protected, but you didn't give up even when I didn't let you through. You didn't give up when I pushed and pushed you away with as much force as I could manage. You stayed.
And even when you tried to give up on me, you couldn't?
Someone please tell me that's normal.
Didn't anyone tell you you're supposed to break my heart? I expect you to. So why haven't you?
Unusual You.
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