what it was, what it wasn't.

It was a short lived crush, destroyed by the fact that he was taken and the slap-in-the-face, "She had her chance" he gave me.
It wasn't just another meaningless rebound, it was the realization of the fact that he's always been there, and never hated me for the fact that I ignored him the whole time.
It wasn't because he's hot, it was because he made me laugh and made me feel at home, like I really didn't have to prove anything.
It was because he quietly helped when I was going through hard times; with Anita, with Tanner, with ANYTHING.
It wasn't because he's popular, it was because he reads ALL of my blogs. Like he cares.

So, he may not be the epitome of gorgeousness, or the ideal boyfriend in anyone else's eyes.
But he's the right kind. He would treat a girl right. I know Taylor.
And his girlfriend is lucky.(: