Inside, I always knew it would end for the reason it did.
I don't know why I didn't try to change it..I don't even know why I had to get overly defensive like I did. I mean, should I have just told him he was right? Held back my opinions yet again? Not even fight back? Should I have said something else? Would that have changed anything?
And why doesn't he trust me? I haven't told half my friends that we even broke up. I mean, I guess that gave it away now..but seriously. I can keep a secret!
I know I've probably been the hardest person to get along with in the past few days, but why doesn't anyone understand? Even a LITTLE bit?
I really wish I'd have never broken up with him in the first place. I just know that's why things were different.
I also wish those other sappy little middle school couples would STOP being so happy together. And STOP making it so hard to forget that we could've been like that.
And what I wish more than anything is that I wouldn't be the one begging for another chance. For once, I want someone to want ME. Really really bad. Someone worth my time.
Someone like I thought he was.
2 comments:
lainey i am really sorry i havent been here for you.
im sorry you think im flirting with him...none of this is my buissness anyways. i wish i wouldn't have even said anything. i was just trying to help. i hope you can understand.
Hey.. i dont know anything about you. But i wanna say just one thing. i am felt the same when i had break up sometime back..
i wish all the best for your future life!
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